its gonna be mushy.
read it if you wantt.
if not dat kindly buzz off.
i dun even know if youll read this but.
hmmm

17/04/06.
the date that marks.
im with you. shld i say its like .
im happy on dat day. yes i do.
i used to like you one yr before im with you.
the first ever time i knew you.

i know things will never go my way.
but im trying my best to make everything seems so nicely place.
past few days was hard on me.
it really do. i feel like giving up.
but i didnt.
coz im still hoping someday.
youll realise dat i really love you.
till the day, youre proud youre with me.
till the day you say 'i love you and will nvr let you go'
right infront of me. looking in my eyes.
till the day dat you will care bout my everything.

yes, maybe you do love me.
but the distanec just make me feel bad.
moreover i dun even know your frens.
i dun know wat goin on in ur life.
with time people change.
youll meet new people.
maybe youll meet someone better than me.
someone pretty.
or maybe that love you used to have fade off.
goin two yrs.
youll get bored to listen to my whinnig every day.
listen to my nonsense everynight.
facing the fact that i dun trust you.

maybe i love you too much dat its painful.
i love you too much dat i dunnoe wat ill do without you.
its tiring to cry every nite.
waking up with swollen eyes.

shower me with your love like you know.
ermm the period of time when school is closing.
when you had crisis in sch?
yes.
that point of time.
i feel like im your everything.
every single day without fail ull said you love me.
and out of the blue youll said
you afraid of losing me.
damn i nvr feel so loved before.

i really miss you..

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