hey .
have you guys feel this way.
like ermm.
feel good.
and at the same time feel so shitty.

ive told everything ive kept for 1 yrs nd 11 mnths.
yes and i mean everything.
from ex to scandals and to fcuking lies
now my heart is so light.
but somehow spitting out those stories just hurt lke hell.
lalalla~

suprising huh how i manage to know so much.
and it surprise me dat im still here.
and dat im still enduring.
gawd.
you know what by telling those stuff.
i hope you know what ive gone thru
what ive endure.
why ive been crying
why i cant trust you dat much.
and you show me you care.

theres alot of things in relationship
than just beautiful memories
theres a handful of scandals, bitches and not forgetting
LIES.
i dunnoe which i experience more.
seeing your face brings me smile.
but looking back.
just too much too say.

now i know why i didnt get that much of ur attention
i didnt get like erm this is my gf .
just thinking bout it bring tear to my eyes.

ps; i nvr fails to wake up to atleast hope youll treat me good.

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