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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

hey.
forget the two post.
i was rilli down and angry.
let me just compose myself nicely.

you're the one whom i look for everything.
the one that can cheer me up.
and yes.
the one that can bring me down like nobody else can.
two months ago.its nt that long
you're still with me mind you.
what the motive behind all this things???

if you rilli think that you dont love me animore.
dat will fcuking make you happy.
i wont bother you at all.
dont toy wif my feelings will you.
just tell me straight hunn.
you are hurting me more if all this while .
you just dont love me.

im tired of you keeping things from me.
im tired of you treating me this way.
ive been giving you everything.
ive been patience when i get the harsh treatment.
is that why you "pijak kepale i."
you just do wat you wan.
without thinking bout me.
or you just dun think bout me at all.

when you said you want me back a year ago.
i thought you would change.
i thought it was just us.
noone else
you kept on giving me hope.
and crash all over again.
and start giving me hope all over again.

i was called names beb.
by someone i dot fcuking know!!!!
who the hell wont be hurt.
just put yourself in my shoe.
have you ever spend time with me tht you shld.
the attention i need .
have you ever fulfill that.
i gave you all the attention .
you col late night when im asleep.
im still dere.when im out wif my fren.
when im bz.im still dere just for you.

when its my turn.
the last time you actually accompany me.
was loooooong ago.
that was the last.
now you just pick up, and hung up seconds later.
even know that i need you accompany badly.

ive been saying that i love you.
to everyone. ive been toking bout just you.
but you just want to keep me in the dark.
so its easy for you to have another.
it will be the same thing when i meet you.
its not out go walk or something. it wldd be just the same.
you just wont be proud saying this is my gf.
all you ever said.
my friend.
my friend.
and do you know that hurts!
damn.

cant continue on animore.
really cant. if i continue writing .
i would just cry again for you.
i feel stupid. i jus dun wan to cry animore.
because of the same thing over again.