Actually i really look forward to go thru today.

but i put my hopes too high.

my fault, my bad, no promises was made.

just dat i thought, he wld actually turn up by surprise or sumthing.

and i actually wake up at 9 a.m!

i actually held back my tears the whole day i was out.

hmmpft!

i just miss him.=(

today was soo hectic.

something happen at home. not to be mention.

went to kenduri ard 3.

i was sssooooo reluctant to go oke.

yes partly i didnt get to see his face.

partly. coz im not close to my father's side of the family.

i just stick to mummy.

i bring along my clothes as well since i'll be sliping over at my cousin's hse.

so yea.since i was early.

went to bugis to meet my cousins and aunt.

its not part of the plan though.

went there with those kebaye!

very hot. i swear i cld get heat stroke.

the plan afterwards was to watch congkak at tamp.

LUCKILY, i bring along my clothes you see.

soo went to change.

jadi transformer jap! :D

i wass soo relieve.

BUT! my heels give me a hard time when we reach tampines.

so search for cheapest sliper!

i dun care. coz it was my hometown aniway.

CONGKAK, was ok larhh!

alot of suspense.

then headed back to hougang.

not a bad day.

but im just disappointed.

terkilan aku sekejap.

i was reeeeaaalllyy looking forward.

you guys wont know how happy i am actually.

haish!but its oke.

im noone to say aniting.

long post nah?!

haha.! im tired.

today is like an emotional roller coaster for me.

hee.