Swimming was cancel.
i was soo furious. just kept quite for a moment.
played solitaire at hp..

when i calm myself down.
head to exercise.
not exactly for me. but my cousins.
i just run for awhile.
den i sempot oready.
so i snap2 photos with khai

then when to kenduri.
"cukur rambot" . the baby is soo cute.
effing cute! yes, i love babies. n i love to layan small kids.
then i changed. and when to someone birthday party.

idk who.
but its irritating when papa keeps kacau me with that birthday boy.
since mummy knows dat i love zai. she just smile when papa jokes ard.
i ate alot! perot ku boncet nk mampos.
and i mean it. damn!

He is the sweetest that ever been there in my life.
other than my family of coz. they're the best.
noone had ever been that sweet to me.
now having zai by my side is like a bliss.
sometimes. i think dat i dun deserve someone as good as him.
someone as sweet as he is.
noone is perfect. everyone makes mistake dont they?
thank you for being there for me.
but. one thing. im afraid of getting hurt again.
after all those years that ive gone thru.
i really dun want to go thru that again.
hmm. i love zai. n i dun think so i wanna lose him.

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