Monday, November 10, 2008
and i thought.
every single day.
what i did wrong.
what ive sinned so much.
to be in such pain.
they once told me.
time will heal.
you will get better in time.
somehow. i don't think so
time just made the feelings fade
the memories fade.
making you being so cold.
yes cant deny it gets better in time.
but when u think bout it.
it brings you down just like dat.
you think bout the stupid fights you have, made you laugh.
and thinking bout the laughter makes you cry.
i miss my cousin truckloads.
there's alot for me to share.
there's alot of things to talk about.
as for friends.
they have their new cliques
and they will be busy with their life.
but i wont stop asking how are they.
knowing what happen in their life.
cause im not schling! and i have no new friends.
sometimes i think .
when we plan something .
there must be some that cant make it.
being busy is the excuse.
but when look back.
why can they go out with their new friends?
stupid enough to feel this way.
but nevertheless. i love my girls.
stupid nah.
i so want to change my hair colour.
oh please.
back to square one.