celebrate su and sab birthday two straight days.
and its not the normal2 kind.
go out and have dinner. and bought kek
haha.

we go out. late at night.
played twister.
cycle.
and smashing kek at the face.(standard.)
i had fun. but my mind was really somewhere else.
hais.

and. SURAYAH! AKU SORRY GILER.
SALAH GILER SIAK BOBAL GITU MCM.
SORRYY!! SORRY.

i seriously been dragging my feet to work.
i hate work so much.
damn! the people just sucks man.
urgh! and tmr im working.
fucking hell

u know wat i miss you.
and i really dunnoe what going on between you and me.
since when i bitch ard?
since when i have alot of guys?
you are the one who is surrounded by girls.
this girl hot that girl hot.

you just never listen to me.
you didnt give me the attention.
you always tune me out.
you never answer my question . which is impt for me to knw the truth.
you never have the initiative.
you will always do whatever and say whatever. even that fucking hurts me.
i think you never really do love me.
nvm. i wont say a word. i wont bother you . i wont call.
cause afterall in the end all you see me as, a irritating girl.

yes jealousy is there whenever i read you comment.
but afterall im noone. you dont even care.
hais. all i can do is. hope he is all fine.

p/s. i miss you. and it fucking hurts. damn.

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