
exam are coming. and my mind is not thinking straight.
could i have atleast some form of motivation?
oh gosh! there's a rush in my stomach that i couldn't explain .
there's something that makes my heart sink.
and i dunnoe what it is.
i think it's the pressure of exam maybe?
who said different is good?
sometimes it does.
but i wish between us now. there won't be any difference in the future.
and somehow. some thing scare the hell out of me.
even the thought of it.
i can't imagine how my life would be.
and how to ensure myself. everything said was true.