
08-02-10.
the day i wont forget.
yes i know everyone will go one day too .
but i didnt expect it to be this soon .
i wasnt prepared.
and i will never be prepared.
the house now, is super quiet.
tears will roll down unexpectedly .
every time i think about atok.
every time when i see my mom's face crying.
as fierce as he can be.
he is the best grandpa ever.
now, who's going to accompany watch tv?
who's going to wake me up every morning?
who's going to wait for me till i reach home?
its tough on me, going thru this and exam at the same time.
i knw its tough on everyone in my family.
having losing someone i respect and love dearly, will never be easy .