but mummy had plan for birthday celebration.

and i must be there.

and i told myself after celebration and when zul finish his work

we gonna head off there. but ended up.

he finish his work late. and i celebrating mummy's birthday.

countdown at ibu's place. watch fireworks at the tv screen.

that's basically it. i really wish i was there even for a second.

i've never feel that i've ditched them as bad as this new year's eve.

and i mean ditched them real bad.

i didnt get to watch fireworks. and i didnt get to go out.

and i didnt get to party.

look on the bright side. new year's eve i get to spend with family. have zul with me. only friends are missing.

i super happy i have u my dear.