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Wednesday, October 26, 2011

no words can describe how i feel this past few days.
i'm furious, sad, betrayed and some other stuff all mixed together.

What the fuck went wrong?
I was just listening to the other party.
I was just saying that it was not convincing enough.
You don't need to put the blame on me.
This fucking little thing can't be the reason you mad at me till now.

It wasn't convincing! and made him worried sick. that's the reason he kept pestering.
it's between both of you why include the rest of us?
why are you still mad?

sad, the closest friend i had, see me with full hatred in his eyes.
all those harsh words hurts so bad. my heart sank, it felt like needles pricking it.
eyes filled with tears. no one ever knew.
I didn't mean any harm to anyone.
and now, I don't even know who are sincere.
those i'm close to i don't know if they still bothers.
if they could see this pain.
i've tried calling. but sadly, none made an effort,.

I don't fucking know what else to do to make all of these better.
I feel everything falling apart slowly.

dear friend, just so you know i miss you.
take care wherever you are.
If what you said was you're final decision. who am i to say anything?
I'll just back off then.