i dunnoe how to put in words how i feel.
i dunnoe about everything
im unsure about alot of stuff.
because of my uncertainty. i hurt people around me.
i hurt myself pretty bad.
and im living in denial.

im running away.
tell me what more should i do.
i've done everything that i could.
i didn't burst in anger.
all i could do is cry holding those anger. those pain.
and all you could say is you are lazy?
i've tried ignoring.
u came back. and i gave in.
and shit happens. things happen.
i started to get tired. but somehow.
i cant stop this feelings.

what have i done so wrong.
yes i hurt people around me.
but i did it cause of a reason. i dun want to continue hurting them.
i ended up being hurt so much
so much by you, who don't even give a damn.
who never misses me as much i did.
who never want to spend the time with me
as i always wanted it to be

why are you doing this to me ?
why bother coming back if only to hurt me?
where are all the word you said when u said u're sorry.
u said. u will not hurt me.
u said u love me.
everything u said hurt me deep now.
i cant think of anything else.
but how could you.

or am i just exaggerating?
nah. i feel so used. so hmm. kept in the dark.
urgh nvm!

i've ask what im unsure of.
but u kept avoiding it.
u left me hanging.
it kills me deep inside.

i've said ive given up.
but somehow. i just cant.
pls. take some time to think .
and understand. and know that you hurt me so bad

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